uhh......stuff.

today is the anniversary of 2 extrodinary people my age and younger that died 3 years ago. if you would have told me 5 years ago that i would have burried as many people my age or younger as i have i wouldn't have believed it.

tomorrow is my d.funk's b.day! d.funk being darrel of course. my "blind gay midget" don't worry i say it to his face too. thing is he is pretty much all of those. he is one of the most spectacular people i have had the privledge of sharing time and thoughts with. he was my roommate at a time where we both needed eachother. and it worked out beautifully. i should write a blog just about him. i think hes celebrating his b.day this weekend and i want to go but i don't know if i'll be able to. we'll see.

i think i'm meeting my father on sunday......yeah, wow. thats a big big step. i haven't seen him in exactly 2 years and emailed him rarely and spoken with him maybe 3 times since then too. its going to be weird. but we're meeting in a public place so i feel relatively safe.... ;] i'll let you know how it goes.

i'm out for now. i'll do better later.

love ~ codes