so in exactly 16 days i will be in north carolina working for the autism society. north carolimna is where they are based. its a summer opportunity right now but its a great opportunity that may lead to bigger and better possiblities. the guy that hired me told me that with my passion and experience with autism and the contacts i will have by the end of the summer there will be a lot of options for me for long term etc. i'm so excited about it. i can't wait. and i really don't have to since its only about 2 weeks away. i have so much shit to take care of before i go....
i'm absolutley excited about it but at the same time it is making me sad. i will be missing out on my girl meghan's graduation. my #2 (cliaire's) birthday. which is a huge deal for me. rachels wedding is july 17th which is somewthing i have to go to. have to. if i don't i might vomit and cry. even though i will sob while i am there too. not to mention other birthdays and madonna's concert. ahhh!!!
really its all good and its just a part of life. and this is a really great opportunity and it will be a beautiful experience. absolutely beautiful. i teared up when i was just reading about the place because it sounds so beautiful. but it still doesn't take away the sadness of missing out on events involving people i love and adore. but is bound to happen sooner or later. right? i am fortunate in many ways and i am thankful for that...
i love you all.
love ~ cody tyler
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