i'm not sure whats on my mind right now. i know that i am happy, i know that i am scared to go home. i know that i am getting excited about going home though too. i guess i'm just so used to running away that this time i was given a break where i have to go back and i'm not used to that. i'm o.k. with that. its just one more challenge. and i can do it and give it the outcome i want and deserve. and my friends can help me do that too. i miss you, my friends. i miss my dog. there are items of clothing i haven't wore yet and some of them when i wear them for the first time still have a random stray hair from steve on them and then i stick my bottom lip out and say to who ever is near, "ooooooh, this is one of steve's hairs, i miss my boy!" and then someone usually says, "your dogs name is steve!! thats so cute!" or "thats so funny!" and then i think of claire and how i'm more like the stepdad or uncle now but i know we still did good!
i'm finally starting to take pictures. i used my joycam a little bit and i also used my real camera for swaps birthday. they should be interesting. we all went shopping before we went out and i bought a couple little things but ofcourse chose not to wear any of them....i'm so weird like that. i did buy an outfit that wasn't very expensive but is super late summer early fall hot! i'm so gay sometimes. anyway, i need to get back. tnight we are having an "80's prom!" for the special event....and you know me......i have to dress up when the 80's are involved!
i love you all ~ cody
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