Tuesday, January 11, 2005

i will leave you like a storm. i will leave you like a storm.
with puddles and worn out pants and shingles left out on the steps, i will leave you liker a storm.

i'm so afraid. so scared for your return. cuz come one day we might say good bye. come one day we might say goodbye.
and you might lose me like a knife. you might lose me like a knife.

i'm alone yet you are here, and i've learned that love is all that matters. i've learned i need to look into my past and my past lives. but love is all that matters. and i'm scared that i can't deal with that. i'm scared that i can't accept that that is all that is that.

i miss you mom. i miss you claire. i miss you chad. i miss you tanner, melissa, meghan,
julie so much so. erica, travis. alli, mitchell, yes you too.
swap. missy, rosa, anna, jess, tiff, julia, jon gary, curtis. i do.

please. take me for a ride. won't you, take me for a ride....

i'm sorry.

i love all of you. (bad "pop songs")
love ~ cody

1 comment:

csolovely said...

I miss you too. I had a dream the other night that you left and never came back- but you were SO happy that eveyone came to visit you all the time. hmm....

I also had a dream that I worked at Camp Royal and there was a tornado and we were in the basement and I was babysitting Madonnas kids and she autographed my journal for you because you were in another building. and then we played connect four. I know- weird.

miss you!

allis is coming to hang out with me this weekend... yeah!