and damn it, i'm lonely. everynight i freeflow in my paper journal and every night its the same thing. and msot everynight it involves you. i hang out. i went out. everyone around me so easily can be social. so easily easy. but not me. lesbians got it good. society as a whole accept lesbians more so than gay guys. but i don't care. i don't do the hook up anymore. julia came back. my drunken-britney spears dancin'-stevie nicks impersanatin'-partner in crime came back. we had great conversation and we are so much alike. i miss her. i wish she were here all summer. we have the same conflict. the one time only see you later conflict. or the get bored syndrome. i hate it. its what i fear the most. that i will never not get bored. never not create some reason to run. i did see a few. tonight. but none did a thing. i'm out. i've been interupted. more later.
love me.
c.
missing.
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