sorry.

i'm sorry. i let him manipulate me and tell me stories which created a monster. but you eliminated trust as well. showing up with new friends after my return from home. stopping telling people what we had. even taking it back after an evening of flattery.
i saw your friend. he told me how he liked the you in me and the me in you. also let me know the truth about the new friends. the truth that you failed to tell me. the truth i knew which fueled the monster which lead to fueling the manipulator - the story teller.
but i am sorry - i helped you do it. in the beginning i looked for the same person i've found so many times before and you had all the potential. i looked for you. and then i encouraged you to do what i complained of so. i helped you with a shove from the manipulator - the story teller.