i was searching my sent mail on here and on myspace cuz i have a memory of sending you a reply but i cannot find it anywhere.... so if i have said all of this already - sorry for the repeat. if not i thought i did a week or so ago. don't worry you are not the only one i have had to send one of these emails to so you know its nothing personal.
things are good here. very good. check out my art album on my myspace profile, thats what i have been trying to do mostly outside of work and trying to remain social. its going very well. very well actually it still surprises me. i'm in desperate need to go back to school to surround myself with like minds and get my a.hole out of this dead end field that is starting to only bring me down cuz everyone who works in it is miserable. still love the a-team and always will but i always said when i started letting the rest get to me or started to forget the reason i was doing it was my time to be out. its only fare to the a-team if i do. so i'm on the outs. don't get me wrong i have a sweet gig. just time to bounce and time to follow passions and dreams. i think 27 years of stalling is enough, don't you? ;)so i have applied to some schools and all that for the fall of 08. wish me luck. (and money-ha!) i just am really craving being surrounded by people who inspire and feel the same or are working towards something and not just working cuz they have to. anyway so back to the art.... i'm in full on art mode right now. hoping to get together enough for a small show before i leave here. and i am working on a website as well. along with a myartspace and a myspace art page. just to get my shit out there. if you know anyone that needs anything commissioned send them my way! ;)
i'm seeing a very sweet man. he sees my art (some of the less positive) and kind of gets it and doesn't get jealous or upset about the topics (since a couple are of ex's) and seems to be genuinely interested in me for all of me. and he's understanding about certain issues i have always had that seem to be coming out more lately. you know involving the s.e.x. ;) so thats cool. i'm trying not to fuck it up this time but demons come and demons go... truly hes wonderful though and patient. he's taking me to kelly clarkson in atlanta for my bday. and we are staying in downtown atlanta. the sure way to this small town iowan's heart is through a pop concert! haha! gay i know but i am ridiculously excited about it. her new album is my entire summer. which i have finally come through that darkness and into the light again. god fuckin bless america! probably the darkest most silent period of my life... except maybe parts of childhood. eek!
claire is coming on wednesday to hang out with her sister and me. super excited about that. and my mom and bro are coming in jan/feb. and bro might come for xmas as well. its good cuz i have been in need of some oldschool and familiar so i am hoping this ties me over for a while.
anyway... they are kicking me out so i best be on my way!
kiss i.c. for me. kiss ia for me send mom send money send love and well wishes! haha... ok so you don't have to send all of it! just mom and the money. jk. glad you are doing well! sorry if it did take me a long time to get back to you - its only cuz i have zero memory even thought i thought i may have.
i'm a busy lil bee.
talk to you soon! HAPPY THANKSGIVING!!!
love ~ me
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p.s. i'm posting this on my blog as well! hope you aren't offended.
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