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Wednesday, June 25, 2008

Forgive me; it’s hard to get back into the swing of writing after large breaks.


So I’m sitting here at the Chapel Hill YMCA…. And I just realized half the town knows I am moving. Well everyone except the people from my evening job. I guess I may need to be a little more careful how freely I talk about it since my job doesn’t know. I don’t need to be losing this job. I feel bad about it and I don’t know exactly when I should tell. Should I wait and give 2 weeks notice or let them know ahead of time. Also I need to get my school stuff in order. I may have missed a deadline so I might not get to go until January but that’s ok too. I just need to get on it and make some calls. The whole financial part of schooling intimidates the shit out of me. So many lose ends.

I went to Rochester this past weekend with mi. it was his cousins wedding. I met his entire family, well not his entire family but part of one side of the family. His family is huge. It wasn’t too awkward. I had a good time and he and I didn’t really bicker much, which I thought we would. It was just a bit overwhelming cause even when I am with my entire family there still isn’t as many as his. And my family isn’t so close and hug and kissy. Well maybe they aren’t so close but hug and kissy is just how they are. I was kissed more this past weekend by complete strangers then back in the day. ☺ Ok maybe not. And I was sober the entire time! We were in the car a lot. We shopped a lot. I ate A LOT. At one point I think I was pretty much continuously eating for about 6 hours. No joke. So back to the daily grind and back to trying to eat like a healthy person. But don’t get me wrong the food was good. Except at the wedding that was kind of bad actually. Although, the wedding cake was delicious.

And that’s another thing. I am becoming my mother. Its almost gotten to the point that after I eat any meal I want something sweet. I hate that. I never used to like sweets much. And mi is super sweet about cooking diner most every night but the way the two of us eat we are just encouraging each other to over eat. ☺

Ok. I guess maybe I am done. I know that all day through out the day I think of things I want to write about but when I sit down to do it I forget. Too bad I can’t carry a tape recorder around with me and then just hook it up to my computer and have it write it for me.

Peace.
Love ~ me.