does it really have to be this way? why the constant ultimatums, why the constant time lines? why couldn't you just realize the very little you had to do to please me? the oh so very little i asked of you... just to think of me. and now losing friends because they don't want to back down to your immature ultimatums. because they see that a 32 year old that behaves this way is not the way to let their friend behave. it can't keep going on like this. you will repeat the same relationships over and over. you were right when you said i was different. i'm not sure too many other people would put up with as much as i let you get away with. i loved you. i love you. i loved you more than i could ever make you understand. for someone who said i was their soul mate, that i was so different you sure gave up on me easily in my time of need. my world had been completely turned upside down and you abandon me when i was so confused and hurt. i don't understand how you can justify your behaviour, i don't know how you can continue, i don't know how you can not realize that it doesn't have to be this way. and yet as usual with me.... i miss you. and i would be there in a second if you needed me. as usual.
i love you. ~ me.
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