and i'm back.

so the holidays are over, (god bless america!) my christmas with my mum and her boyfriend was successful. except for the part where i got drunk the night before and over slept and showed up to my moms over one hour late. but for the first time in a long time i stayed over night in creston. and for the first time in a long time i wasn't all that bothered about being in creston. it was also the first time going back for the holidays and going to my moms boyfriend's house instead of my moms. i mean, its her's too but you catch my drift. meghan and i hung out christmas night and then tanner and beki and the parkers and beth. it was good clean fun, especially considering the group of people and being in creston. meghan burned a fabulous c.d. for me. i listen to it all of the time. and she got me a madonna calander. need i say anything else. tanner gave me this sweet ass fucking hat. i loves it. eww, i can't believe i am talking about the things i recieved. i'm so shallow.

melissa's last night in town was last night. :( i don't think it has actually hit me. i don't think it will until tonight when i'm used to her coming over and all that. like every other night while she was back. i think it will be a good thing for both of us cuz we both will be drinking less now. and that is always a plus.

we had some people over last night after the bar. it was fun. it was just the right people but i ended up getting a phone call* and missed out on most of the party. oh well. i fucking love tanner's boy. they are super cute. brian is just super fucking kewl and sweet though.

everyone left me. melissa went back to school and sarah just left for ames. she's giving a speech at her church tomorrow. awe, thats just one more reason why i love sarah.

my old friend renea has the right idea. shes one of the few that reads every time i update this thing. she understands true appreciation for things. she understands how much augusten burroughs inspires me, so much so that she sent me a magazine clipping about him. along with a charming lil' photo. and within this paragraph it talks of his next book. its memoir #3...and its called magical thinking. i cannot wait for its release. thank you renea!

i'm out for now.
love me ~ c.