i said it would happen.

so since my last blog someone who choses to go by the name anonomys which can only be a few people, has commented on my blog.....and like i said they wouldn't fully understand...and i think they are accusing me of not appreciating my friends that are closest to me. that hurts a little. the ones i'm closest to of all of my friends should know that i do. and i know i probably don't say it every day but its cause i feel like a d.bag cuz of my situation over the last couple months. i truly appreciate everyone who has helped me out over the last couple months. i honestly do. but keep in mind i feel like an asshole for it and sometimes i don't say anything for fear of my sincerity being misjudged. so to you anonomys, and i am pretty sure i know who you are, you know its not true. and if you honestly think that you don't or that i don't then once again i am doing something all wrong to give off that impression and i am truly sorry cuz i do i truly appreciate all of my close friends. the way i am going about thngs right now, i feel, is the best way i need to right now. and i am trying to work it out so as to need help from as few people as possible from this point on.

and by the way..... thankyou. thank you so much.

i had an excellent time on saturday night. clkaire and kelly and i went to octoberfest (in september i know don't ask me) downtown. there was lots of beer, some polka music, lots of beer....i made claire come out and dance with me infront of the stage and we did our few versions of the polka. then they played the chicken dance. it was awesome. i met this dirty little punk guy (in a good way...no really.)from washington state and when asked why he was here he stated, "cuz i hate bush!" which of course i agreed with him then i called cliare over to meet him and then we all kind of just talked with eachother about some random shit. we went to the royall mile and a friend of minwe from iowa citywas there with his ex so they joined us. after jim and the boys finally got there we decided we would go to the titty bar. kelly pooped out but claire jim, and brandon???i think thats his name, and myslef went to the titty bar were we got harrassed by theis hillbilly bitch at the pool table that we payed for. she tried to tell us we had a time limit...right. then apparently as we were walking away she called me a queer to her friends so i had some choice words for her....they ended in "hey, you got five minutes to finish your game, dyke!" oops, classy cody real classy. then as we walk out singing "bitches and shit but hos ad tricks!" speaking of classy, it takes everything i have not to tap the hillbilly bitch when she walsk infront of my car. awesome, so i say, "bitch you better watch your fuckin' ass!" have another, cody. then we went home a had wrestle mania and water fights and then veentured to late night mcdonalds with keith from the milky way. no reallly thats what the drive up guy said to us. he siad he wasn't a he or a she he was an it, and he wasn't from our planet. so claire asks where he is from and he says the milky way. which claire responds with,after seeing his name tag, "the name people keith in the milky way!" funny shit. we came back and watched a latoya jackson video and then went to sleep. it was fun. it was a liitle weird.

"must be a full moon, feels like one of those nights...."

and it is or its close atleast.

i'm out i am running out of time.
love ~ cody