so darrel and i were going through my old diaryland online diary and then my first blog. i wrote much better when noone had the address, although i am raunchy as all hell. darrel and i were laughing a lot but sometimes it was more of an uncomfortable laugh because of the way i worded things and such. it was good though. it was kind of fun. its weird how much i see myself change. cliche or not. i have no regrets whatsoever but i found myself feeling somewhat redfaced when i read some of the things i wrote. its funny but i think i find it funny cuz it doesn't really sound like me. . .anymore.
but whatever.
so i'm back in iowa city and i'm actually in on a saturday night. i'm mostly okay with it. i can't get a hold of my friend erica who is probably just not answering her phone even though she told me to call her. she's weird like that sometimes. i went out though last night with my friends katie and rachel from my home town and i had an excellent time. we went to the mall and shopped with katie's sister. we ate then we went back to katies had some drinks and played some cards then after midnight decided to go down town. we danced like idiots and then went back and played some more cards before retiring for the eve. at 4:30am. it was good. the night before - i went down to see matty at the bar and ofcourse he didn't make me pay for anything. i give thanks because of the money end of that situation. i saw a lot of people but most importantly i saw my friend dan who is one of the sweetest guys i have ever known and happensd to be living with a guy from my hometown that i graduated with. i helped him out after i finally became clean cuz his boyfriend at the time was a huge drug addict, we hung out at the bar then i gave him and his friend a ride home. he invited me in so i went in for a little while and we talked for sometime and then i had to jet cuz i was supa dupa tired. i made it home that night around 4am also. its so weird i never hang out that late unless i go to a titty bar or something ;] .
so i am in the process of looking for a place. it would be really nice if i had some roommates cuz it cuts the cost quite a bit but they all bailed on me. its understandable though. they are both married. not literally but pretty much. so it kinda' makes sense. i'm sure i wouldn't want to live with me if i was with someone for a number of years and had been living with them whether it be temporary or not.
speaking of one of the married's, meghan emailed me from italy. shes having an excellent time. she is so funny, she tells me the cookies suck but the gelato/ice cream tempts her at every corner. along with really beautiful shoes at random places. but people have been admiring her pink (cute as hell i might add) shoes too so she feels special. and she should. she ended her email trelling me that she needed to go find some chocolate. that is just a few of the little things i love about meghan. i'm excited for her return but i am also excited fro her excellent vacation that she is having which is going to be beautiful for her.
i should go. i really do not have much more to say so thats my que to go.
i'm tempted to give out my old diaryland site so that my friends who read this could actually see the raw version of me two years ago. but i'm not sure i will yet. if you ask i might give it to you personally. might. so anonymous whether you are trying to be rude or cute or just the "red headed step child" you are not recieving that site. creepy, huh? yeah, i know.
love ~ cody
when people are afraid of you and your ideas, they will try anything to get rid of you.
~ m.l.v.c.
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