don't get me wrong i had fun every night but the close of the evening of my actual birthday took an interesting turn... one that involved orange jump suits, hand cuffs, and down the road a lot of time and money. thats right i spent the night of my b.day in jail. by accident really, i know, none choses to go to jail. but the only reason i drove was because it was snowing a lot and i wasn't planning on celebrating my birthday that night i was just bouncing around visiting friends. my last stop was the bar to see matty. but then i met this boy and his friend and started talking with them, then matty kept announcing over the speaker that it was my b.day so people bought me a drink and a shot. all together at the bar i had 2 drinks and 2 shots...spread out over the entire eve. but the shots were right towards the end cuz i told matty i was leaving so he got me a shot, then the new boy and his friend got me a shot about a half an hour later when i was actually leaving. then my dumb ass decided to get in my car. the shots ofcourse hadn't hit me yet so i felt fine but i blew differently ,obviously, the shots hardly made it down. so yeah now i have to deal with all of this and i don't have a license for 6 months. but you know what i'm ok with it. it was a slap in the face or a kick in the ass but it was a good kick in the ass. one that i needed. one that has helped me out more than it hasn't. and now i don't drink. and heres the kicker...i had already planned on stopping after my b.day. sunday night, the night i was arrested, was going to be my last night of drinking anyway. i guess it just sealed the deal. i'm sure plenty of people that hear this are saying, "sure, cody, i bet you learned your lesson...riiiight." but ask anyone who really knows me. i am a person that something like this is all it takes and i learn...its just too bad that it has to go so far for me to realize, no not realize, learn. cuz i always realize before the worst happens. what can i say, i a bit stupid sometimes.
so me and this new boy have spoken on the phone all week long for really long periods of time. which is weird cuz i don't talk on the phone usually but we talk quite easily. anyway, we hung out last night and i guess we are hanging out tonight too. melissa is supposed to be coming up too so it should be interesting. i'll let you know.
my poor d. got sick on saturday and went into the hospital again. his poor stomach. i went and saw him for a little bit yesterday he's doing better but is still not feeling up to par.
well i should stop. thats all i have for now. these entries are few and far between cuz i'm writing in the journal that meghan got me in italy. there are a lot of personal things going on and i don't want to step on any toes cuz more people read this than i realize and that doesn't allow me to get as personal as i should. i know i know i shouldn't care cuz thats what this thing is for right, but i've seen the damage that can be done from a blog and i refuse to promote it or support it let alone cause it. anyway, i'm out.
love ~ cody tyler
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