O.k. so i forgot that i stopped.

thats all.
no mas. el fin.

so it is exactly one month (yesterday) until i leave for south carolina. i am so excited. i need a little something different. especially a nice break from work. or more likely the people from work. a.k.a. my boss. i just don't want to have to worry if hes going to do his job or if we have to again. don't get me wrong i'll do anything for my boys but sometimes its a little frustrating cuz i'm not getting paid what he gets paid to not do what i do.....yeah, exactly.

my friend james from england popped into my head this morning. back maybe 4 almost 5 years ago he gave me the book "Jonathan Livingston Seagul" (a great inspirational short book i might add) and i recently bought it cuz i plan to give it to someone and i was re-reading through it this morning and a rush of old memories of james and that time of my life came back to me. i cared about james a great deal. and i believe he card about me a great deal too. i was sad when he left. but i got to see him maybe two years ago and it was wonderful. well anyway. i get to the computer to check my email just now and what do you know... (keep in mind we don't keep in touch as much as we used to) but james had emailed me. just to see how i was and what has been going on. i love when shit like that happens. cuz after i wa sremembering everything i said to myself how it kind of sucks that we don't email eachother as often as we used to. well maybe that will change.

anyway, i should get going...i need to eat something. and i still have to walk to work. i think i may haev fucked up my calve muscle while running to or from work this morning (at 530am by the way, it was still dark) and the weather was nice yesterday and melted some of the snow and this morning there were little patches of blind ice (not as in the ice was blind...you know what i mean)well there were a couple of times where i was pulled one way or the other and it might have affected something. i never actually fell down but i came close. i would have loved it if i fell. i haven't fallen for a long time and falling is hilarious, cuz in all your glory of thinking you are in control, when you fall you lose all of it. and when you almost fall might somewhat tie with falling for the funniest just because of the brief rapid moment of lack of control. anyway, i'm out.

love ~ cody

maybe i'll fall now on the way to work since i have basically set myself up. i let you know.