weekends are fun.

first off i would like to mention that while i was walking here from work i saw this group of like six older men, as in like 60's and stuff. and they were standing on this bridge taking pitures of a train that was coming and then they all ran across the street without even looking, stopping traffic, while the train passed under. then they proceeded to take more pictures of the train. my first thought was..."what the hell?" but then i saw the looks on all of their faces and i just smiled. they were having such an excellent time. they were giddier than school girls. it was great. to see these old dudes enjoying themselves so much in a group, not worrying about anyhting else that was going on around them. and when i walked past they were all so friendly. it was a nice moment.

now for the weekend. more so last night since i had to do the overnight on friday. i had a really great time last night. it started at darrels. i brought over two books of 200 c.d.s of mine around 4pm for him to start ripping on to his computer. turns out this activity wasn't as exciting (for me) as i thought it would be. but it was alright. then i make dinner for all us including eric. speghetti and garlic bread, not much. and then darrel and i start drinking some boones, nice and classy trashy. well he drank boones mostly. i drank beer. we drank slowly. no need to get wasted. eric and his friend bart, who i think is a really great guy, watch the boxing match on t.v. while darrel and i continue to rip and listen to music. everyhing was nice and relaxed and slow moving. then his friend lyndsey comes over so i pick up my drinking pace just a little bit. but the relaxed part fly out the window soon and cody decides to keep movin'-keep groovin'....we go out at midnight...i've always been a person that likes to go to the bars later. darrel and lyndsey are dancing away on the dance floor while i walk around and say hey to a few people. then finally i decide to fight the crowd and go dance with them. it was so much fun. they weren't even playing that good of music but it felt good. then i go up to get a drink and matty gives me a shot and the next thing you toby comes out to play...i think anyway. it seemed like toby, but toby hasn't been out for a while. all i know is that i was a social butterfly. i've decided to call it my dancing floozy night. i think i literally danced with every other person that was there. and had such a good time with every one of them. got sexually molested by a couple so i moved on quick from them. got a little upset at one point because i was dancing with the guy i used to date (who tried to convince me that everybody wants me so why was i dancing him?....sick. "its good to see you" but really it was.) that is now dating my former affair guy and the affair guy walked up and just said hi and then walked past and took his boyfriend away. i got upset cuz i thought he might be thinking that i was trying to get all fresh with his man but thats dumb because a. i met his man before him or he did and we get along fine. b. i had my chance to get fresh with his man before they started dating and it didn't work out. why would i try now? but once i got home and talked to darrel about it for a little bit i was fine. i went inside to my place and passed out. it felt really good to lie down cuz i was running on little sleep from the over night. and i woke up freaking out because i forgot why my alarm was set so early then quickly realizd i needed to get my ass out of bed cuz i had to be to work by 8am. all in all i had an excellent time! yes i did.

tonight could be fun too...i'll have to fill in later cuz it might not happen at all, we'll see. it involves another ex of mine. i'm talking to almost all of my exes (the ones that had longevity atleast) and thats really nice. maturity has finally set in for all of us.
i'm out.

love ~ cody