Saturday, April 16, 2005

BANG my BRAIN

hey all my red headed step children who make such nice comments - i'm sure you'll have a good time with this one!!

so gay people wonder why society has such a bad opinion of them... every new gay boy that i met last night had the personality of a box of hair. a. most of them were wasted. b. the only thing thay had to say was about what i looked like or what i was wearing. i'm sorry but if you think coming up to me (or stumbling up to me) and telling me "you're hot" (more like slurring it to me) and then repeating yourself is realy going to get you anywhere with me you are wrong. oh wait i mean...damn i love that shit should we go back to your place or mine...hurry up and decide cuz you telling me that makes me need you now!! and i don't care how ugly or attractive a person may be does that ever really make someone feel pretty. not done like that. and like some drunk fag is actually going to make me feel better about myself. last night i felt like i was for sale. and it was mostly one of my friends fault. whenever he gets really wasted he decides to tell me how much he likes me and wants to date me. then asks if there is any chance and when i say no asks "well can we atleast just fuck then?" no. don't worry he doesn't get that wasted all the time, god bless america, i wouldn't hang out with him.

and another thing i love is when people are upset and when you ask if they are (which clearly they are otherwise why would you ask) they say no and proceed to treat you like a piece of shit. and then next time they see you act as if nothing ever happened until you bring it up. apology apology apology, it was me not you, followed with inconsistency. i love when people tell me they'll call me later or call me right back and don't. thats my favorite. where have all the honest communicaters gone! apparently not anywhere under the age of 22.

yesterday was a weird day because everyone around me, even total strangers were in bad moods and i ofcourse was not. i was in a fucking excellent mood. but then it all flipflopped at the end of the evening. oh well. now its written so now its over.

i get to see my rayho tonight! but i'm not sure for how long becasue now she wants to stay in but i told darrel and erik we would meet up with them for darrels little brother's 21st. i guess we'll see.

love ~ cody



its not my business to decide how good you are for me, how valuable you are, or what the world may see, only that you try to understand me - and have the courage to love me for me.

~ m.


p.s. "i'll call you later."

8 comments:

Anonymous said...

I'll bang your brain..it'll cost ya.. nickle

Heidi

csolovely said...

maybe you should go to places other than bars to meet people who aren't drunk.

I know I know. I'm genius.

Anonymous said...

Hey RocketMan; if you think RedHeads are creepy maybe you shouldn't make a habit of fucking them in the butt; or befriending them. yeah thanks.

Anonymous said...

Baldy,

Notice in the comment that rocketman said nothing about redheads...That was me.

Heidi

Anonymous said...

whoops I meant "Heidi"
is that your drag name?

Anonymous said...

Hey Baldy,

Honestly the comment about gays and redheads is directed to the assholes who likes to write shitty comments on this blog. If I'm mistaken and your not the ones I commented about in the previous entry then my appology only goes to redhead. Honestly, nothing personal one this end with red, i'm just defending someone who doesn't deserve to be dissrespected on this blog. Things are in the past. If your not who I think you are, and you still choose to read this then keep it to yourself. Not everyone needs to see your ignorant statements. Oh FYI, yes Heidi is my drag name. It can be whatever you fucking want.. shithead.

Anonymous said...

i'm pretty sure everyone is a little confused but it's funny to hear middle school bashing and name calling on such a blog that seems to have nothing to do with the blogger... everyone's free to state their opinion or comments wouldn't be free to whomever. but it makes more sense to tell people what you think of them TO them and not on another persons comment posts.

Anonymous said...

thank you to that last anonymous commenter.