here in s.c.... happy moms day to all moms!

so i'm here in s.c. friday night when i got in we went out pretty good and i played some awesome pool at this awesome bar for about an awesome second. it was funny cuz i generally am not good at pool but i have my moments and for about one hot minute i had my moment and sunk about 5 balls in a row. i got to talk to swapnil for a while over the phone before we went out, it was god to talk to swapnil. we stayed out pretty late and then went to ihop where i ate entirely too much, story of my life, and then came home and tried to sleep for about one hour, maybe two, so needless to say michaels graduation was a bitch to sit through. it took all i had not to pass out. then missy and i got some southern cooking and laid around her house until she had to be to work. michael had people over last night for a party and there was more alcohol. and then sonic coney dogs that were a foot long....yes i ate one, how gross is that. actually at the time it was really good. to bad it took the drive thru lady 45 minutes to understand our order. literally. so needless to say i was up pretty late last night too. and i rolled out of bed around 1pm and i'm thinking about going back soon. michael just left for work so missy is going to come "pick up the kid", as they like to say it, and she'll have custody of me tonight. i'm not sure what we'll do. we talked about mexican perhaps.

so i have yet to buy my ticket to n.c. so i'm kinda freakin' out. i'm waiting on a couple things. i guess all this past couple of months i felt like i had much more time but i really didn't and the time i did have flew right past me and now seems to be smerking at me and my mistakes. it should all work its self out. i'm just really excited for camp again. there has been a lot of talk about it since i have been here and it just makes me feel good remembering so i can't imagine the feeling i'll have when i step foot at camp.

i find myslef missing people already just cuz i'm here where i only know a couple people, but its only a preview for what i'll be feeling in a couple weeks. but there are a couple people i am missing that i didn't think i would. its odd. i created a little niche and of course its right before i move. everytime. whatever happened to family? doesn't help that i had such a great time right before i left for here.

i think we might go to the beach sometime this week...yea! the weather is fuckin' lovely and i feel disgustingly lazy for sitting inside right now. but i'm tired and lack the motivation to start the day...its 4:30pm... oops. no but i will love to go to the beach, i haven't been in the water on the east coast yet.

its bazar, i feel bad for michael because i'm sure i seem so detached from being here. it just that i find myself thinking of so many other things, and have so much to do and take care of and going on that i think i have come off as rather quiet and uniterested in being here but thats not the case. my head just never stops. that reminds me...

toby came out to play last night. he showed up about an hour before we went to bed. but he was definetly a force not to be reckoned with. and boy was he funny apparently! so much so that for like 15 minutes he wa the only one forming actual words and sentences while michael jus'bout pissed himself and begged him to just not say anything for a while. its weird cuz it felt like i was literally within him somewhere. it was kinda' scary. so we smoked one more and passed the fuck out to avoid any behavior from his overpowering blurry presence.

well i shall be going. i need to write some emails and shower.

love ~ cody


i miss you.


p.s. happy mothers day mom, i love you!