quickie

sometimes my jealousy rages....

do you realize my head since i have been here. i feel like i'm trying to find something that i have been lead to believe is on the other side of the world when really it was hiding under the covers of my bed. i suppose its this way every time.

forgetting is my fear. but letting is more near. what could i do with this anyhow. what now.


so things are much more focused this time around. i feel much easier to be playful than already before. its a me summer though. i think i will be focusing on autism mostly and then in my down time i am constant change and realization seeking. i need to figure out things. things. lots and lots of things. and i want you to help me. but everything is good and feels right so far. i think. except for saturday night. i guess anyway. but i suppose ultimately it doesn't matter at the moment. at that moment. to you of u. anyway - nap time finished! time for cabin!

love me - cody