So last night anna and i finally got some people to open up to our world at camp... our world at the gate anyway. it was funny as shit. i have had a lot of fun at the gate but i think last night was my favorite gate night. welcome to camp cammi and jacki! cammi busted out her 8o's prom dress...awesome. with stillettos that were pink snake skin looking with chrome heels. hot. then she took off her dress and wore just her black one piece bathing suit and the heels... fucking hilarious. and she was wasted. jacki didn't drink but was equally as loopy as the rest of us. i think the 4 of us together you just had to be. so we will be going out together this weekend. saturday night we are going to go to a gay bar in raleigh. it should be great.
i'm getting paid for this week and i have hardly done anything. i find out who my camper is for next week tomorrow. i am ready to just get into it. i want my own little person to hang out with and take care of. yesterday i did nap duty with these 3 boys who were cute as shit. i know all of them from last year. i couldn't help but long for kids of my own. it was really weird. and anna said it to after watching us play. i feel weird wanting kids. i can be such a girl sometimes. maybe i should settle down. eek. the thought alone strikes fear and anxiety into my bones. we'll see i guess. i'm sure it'll end up being me settling down by myself or as a single father maybe. that would be great actually. i would love to be a single father. ok, i'm rambling on about rediculousness so i should go.
love ~ cody
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