"look i'm standing naked before you, don't you want more than my sex..."

so my week in iowa was good. a little bumpin' of ass - more bumpin of heads (i can fully elaborate on a later occasion) lots a booze and a little sun!

"i can scream as loud as your last one but i can't claim innocence"

thank you roderic for your hospitality i really appreciate it, yes selfish assholes really can and i do. ;) love you! thanks to claire and tanner for coming up even though claire had a bloody puss filled sack attached to her from a recent gulbladder removal. thanks guys i had fun. meghan also made me dinner one night and cheese cake a few times. thanks mangy. ;] tristan gave me shots at moments i thought i might die - he had no idea - thanks tristan! over all it was pretty good. i didn't really do anything besides sit and watch lots of t.v. at roderics cuz he has loads of t.v.! but it was nice to not do anything even though it was pretty difficult at times. i got to see some peeps hear some good news and bad. be told nice things and not. discuss how the gay community has finally officially slept with its self and has started over again despite the scabbies scare. seriously. looks like i left at the right time this time and earlier. it was really good to see darrel the first and last night i was in town. he helps ground me in many ways. way to go darrel!! thanks everyone. and everyone give high fives and pats on the back to roderic for putting up with me in his apartment all week long! p.s. roderic i left my shampoo and soap there ahh! i always do that.

"oh god, could it be the weather... oh god, why am i here? if love isn't forever and its not the weather - hand me my leather"

this week i have one addorable little boy who is six. non verbal but makes it very known what he wants and does not want. already today i have been covered in poop (that wasn't solid by the way but atleast it wasn't in a Ti-Vo box in my closet - more on that later but this did happen just not to me) but i think it will be fine as long as the water gets fixed and turned back on...this is also for real and has happened to me unfortunately! hes cute though and sweet as long as he is doing something he is interested in. it'll be a fun week!!

"i could just pretend that you love me. the night would lose all sense of fear. but why do i need you to love me, when you can't hold what i hold dear..."

gotta' go! my bed is calling me - jackie and i were out late last night on one of our beer picnics. but this one lasted later than most. talk to you later!

love - cody tyler

• - leather by tori amos