so this, ladies and getlemen, will be my last entry. i have decided to no longer write in my blog for everyone to see. i am back to more personal entries and more overall creativity in general. so, its been fun, its been great. if anyone reads this still - goodnight and thank you.

my last entry wouldn't be complete without a couple madonna song lyrics. (I COPIED THEM FROM LYRICS.COM) i copied them down as many times as i wrote my own words probably. the first being die another day, something that i thought i understood the true meaning of back in 2002 but only now i am realizing i hadn't but i do so much more so now. and the second being a tribute to my blog in general since part of the title is in it and also a "peace out" to my past (and passed)!

I'm gonna wake up, yes and no
I'm gonna kiss some part of
I'm gonna keep this secret
I'm gonna close my body now

I guess, die another day
I guess, die another day
I guess, die another day
I guess, die another day

I guess I'll die another day
[Another day]
I guess I'll die another day
[Another day]
I guess I'll die another day
[Another day]
I guess I'll die another day

(Spoken:)
Sigmund Freud
Analyze this
Analyze this
Analyze this

I'm gonna break the cycle
I'm gonna shake up the system
I'm gonna destroy my ego
I'm gonna close my body now

Uh, uh

I think I'll find another way
There's so much more to know
I guess I'll die another day
It's not my time to go

For every sin, I'll have to pay
I've come to work, I've come to play
I think I'll find another way
It's not my time to go

I'm gonna avoid the cliché
I'm gonna suspend my senses
I'm gonna delay my pleasure
I'm gonna close my body now

I guess, die another day
I guess I'll die another day
I guess, die another day
I guess I'll die another day

I think I'll find another way
There's so much more to know
I guess I'll die another day
It's not my time to go

Uh, uh

(Laugh)

(Spoken:)
I need to lay down

I guess, die another day
I guess I'll die another day
I guess, die another day
I guess I'll die another day

Another day
(repeat six times)

"I am not myself anymore.

Atleast I am not the same me I was."

~ Motorcycle Diaries

I traded fame for love
Without a second thought
It all became a silly a game
Some things cannot be bought

I got exactly what I asked for
Wanted it so badly
Running, rushing back for more
I suffered fools so gladly

And now I find
I've changed my mind

Chorus:

The face of you
My substitute for love
My substitute for love
Should I wait for you
My substitute for love
My substitute for love

I traveled round the world
Looking for a home
I found myself in crowded rooms
Feeling so alone

I had so many lovers
Who settled for the thrill
Of basking in my spotlight
I never felt so happy

(chorus)

Mmmmm, ooohhh, mmmmm
Famous faces, far off places
Trinkets I can buy
No handsome stranger, heady danger
Drug that I can try
No ferris wheel, no heart to steal
No laughter in the dark
No one-night stand, no far-off land
No fire that I can spark
Mmmmm, mmmmm

(chorus)

Now I find I've changed my mind
This is my religion

my love to all ~ C.T.M.

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