i just remembered a bit of conversation that i overheard or i think they thought i didn't hear while i was in iowa. it went something like this "when is your next break from school" question was answered. "we should totally go to florida!" all after we just got done talking about a visit to one of the best friends in nc. that "might - i'll keep you posted" happen. and has "maybe" been going to happen for the entire year said friend has lived in the nc. this comment cut like a knife possibly put another hole into my already broken heart, but in my loathed new found way of hiding things i masked it with about a gallon of vodka soda and schlager bombs. hey i was in iowa. thats what we do there. and can also appear to be the reason said friend isn't being visited. and one more thing. the lack of interest since my departure. knowing what they know. knowing me.
love ~ me
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I hope this wasn't me. I haven't been to forida, and I talk alot of shit. I haven't been anywhere since you moved.. chicago- drivable. but looking at T-day for a visit- you, the sis, you know.
claire
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