geeeez what a holiday!

so much to write about. so much joy. so much confusion. so many feelings. so not the right time for me to do it just yet. and it starts with my staff christmas party on the 14th. (its a doozie of a story!) i will write a long hopefully beautiful entry soon. but for right now i will just say a few sentences.

goodbye tobias ( tonight :[ )

thank you milton for a fun (not lonely filled with cats) christmas.

yay for emmy and her graduate booties!

(ugh and those sweaters... millie and in living color...)

thanks clayton for the best damn christmas present ever. (it will take a lot to top that)

thanks amanda for the funnest christmas gift. hell yes.

thanks j.p. for the fun band christmas.

can't wait to talk to darrel later! miss my blindgaymidget so much!

meghan and the things she's done for me, and written to me (especially recently)... wow. this is why we have been best friends for so long - because there is so much more to you than what meets the eye! (i'm glad you enjoy the painting)

travis - i heart the shit out of you and miss you more.

mom - ditto only even more so!

mom and chad - are you coming in february or what?!

i'm exhausted, i'm sad, i'm "elated", i'm confused, i'm happy, i'm excited for whats to come, i'm scared, i am loved. "dig it."

i hope everyone had a jam packed holiday like i did! full of so much joy and so much laughter - even if the joy is confusing and the laughter awkward.

love ~ me