"tell me the truth. remember that? we used to live by it. and you know what's so good about the truth? everyone knows what it is however long they've lived without it. no one forgets the truth...they just get better at lying." - kate winslet in revolutionary road.
whoa. i feel you and desperately do not want to be your character.
i think i cried so much cuz it reminded me of an argument with mi, which made me realize - that was the closest i came to giving up. and then it made me realize i continued to give up over the 3 months or so afterward. my barely existing ways from august - january. surrounding myself with the things i fear cuz they are so comfortable, easy and habit. the lifestyles i fear the most for the same reason. the lack of passion i fear. the shift of priorities etc. and look where it got me. it got me back to where i was in early august. yet i have at least one more ghost. an equal ghost only different in age.
thank god for things that are real and honesty. and for self - realization / awareness / acceptance and growth.
revolutionary road = must see.
love ~ me
No comments:
Post a Comment