Something's Missing / I'm thankful for...

I'm not alone....i wish i was. cause then i'd know i was down because i couldn't find a friend around to love me like they do right now. i'm dizzy from the shopping mall. i searched for joy but i bought it all. it doesn't help the hunger pain and a thirst i'd have to drown first to satiate.

something's missing, and i don't know how to fix it. somethings missing and i don't know what it is. at all.

when autumn comes it doesn't ask. it just walks right in where it left you last. you never know when it starts until there's fog inside the glass around your summer heart. i can't be sure that this state of mind is not of my own design. i wish there was an over-the-counter test for loneliness like this.

somethings missing and i don't know how to fix it. somethings missing and i don't know what it is.

theres something for you to think about. its kind of the way i feel about my life from time to time these days. in the words of my boyfriend john mayer though. yep, thats right, my boyfriend. hope everyone has an excellent thanksgiving! here are some of the things i'm thankful for.

i am thankful for:
my life of course, my mother, my brother even though he is kind of pissed at me right now.
music.
my lil boy steve who i haven't seen for too long
my friends. claire - ohmagawd if you aren't the kewlest...
tanner - "give me some suga' i am your neighba'"...oh my god i love my tanner.
sarah - cuz she's a mutha'fuckin' p. i. m. p. ;]
melissa - my lil gimpy makeout fiend....oops.
meghan - even though she died her hair dark, like i told her to forever ago, and loves it, duh, all without me around - but i think she might be burning me her new favorite[britney, of course]c.d. so...
my rachie - happy birthday rachel sorry i can't make it
my matty - he just so happens to be coming down on friday and that just so happens to be my b.day
my julie for not hating me for being so long distant the past couple of years- and happy birthday to julie on thursday the 27!
jared - for being the kewlest boyfriend meghan has ever had and being o.k. with me getting on or having an affair with most of his roommates...heh. and i didn't even realize it right away.
for things that are starting to unfold, straighten out what have you.
and for every single thing that has happened in my life cuz it has made me exactly who i am right now.

love ~ cody tyler