Wow.

blogger came up very different than i am used to and i'm not sure i'm crazy about it. so i'm writing to say that my blogs will be much less frequent.

(ok, first i need to say that i am at the library and there is some man behind me that is breathing so heavy and loud he sounds like he should be like 8 foot tall and 400 pounds. its driving me insane because i hate mouth noises, including breathing)

anyway, i do not have internet at home as of now so i will have to resort to these weird public blog sessions, i feel very unwillingly naked for some reason, especially with 8' 400lb breathing behind me.

so my new place looks really cute for the limited space and stuff. sarah and i are very proud of our living room it looks like a whole new living room than before. my room is nice. a little cluttered cuz i'm used to living in a hose and being able to spread my stuff out instead of craming it all into one room. but it works. its very much a homey apartment with a young flair, something that i haven't been a part of for a while since i was living in houses. its not necessary to make an apartment as much of a home feel as a house. get it, or do i not know how to word it?

(good christ this is the loudest library i have ever been in.)

so everything is starting to sort out. i believe i am only at the beginning though. the very beginning at that. we'll see how life goes. since i never expected any of this to happen who knows where it will lead. maybe 10 years from now i will be saying "god bless america" that i got fired and had to move out of the house and almost file for bankruptcy. maybe all of it is leading me to bigger, better things. i'd like to say that it is. i have bigger better plans already, i just need to make sure the rollercoaster is moving before i put my hands up in the air for the thrill of it. look ma, no hands! i can't wait to be able to say that to her. anyway...i'm out.

my love is like, a rollercoaster baby-baby, you wanna' ride? ~ cody