Sam help me....

i have a seperate blog that i'm going to use for all the super juicies i may or may not have. its going to be like my relationship files or something and if sam would have helped me out last time he was back i could have the link on this blog site so all could see. ;] but he didn't and i am dumb in that sense and have no idea how to do it.

today i am officially a developmental specialist! thats right folks....its not target, its not a porn shop.....its back to my old field of work. after going to orientation for target and then not making it back...oops...i realized that target is just not for me, never will be for me, and i would have been horribly unhappy. now yes, i know there are some of you that would say, "but cody, a job is a job!" and i thought about that but i told myself i was going to get this other job and that all will be ok. and it worked.

going through training today, basically everything i already know and have learned repeatedly over the past 3+ years, made me really miss some of the consumers i will never work with again. like my lil' ones at camp and my boys in iowa city. there were a couple times today where i thought about them and teared up. anyway. i need to get off line now. just thought i would touch on some things.
love ~ codes