HoHoHo I Told Them So....

<>just like i said you went to bed. but i feel bad cuz of things you said, for the head that is red. but i owe nothing to him. nor do i to you. shallow thought and speak one more crack and leak. someone unknown, so unknown i laugh when i am told. not you not me, how clueless you be. caring nothing of others. i could have warned him, i should have cuz i am a nice person like that, even though i do not owe him that. stay so you get something out of it. stay just cuz you lost something from it. your thoughts amaze me. your statements too. have you no clue what you do, have you know clue who is you. but still i say thank you to you for showing me who exactly in me and in you. but it is sad as well. when you opened the doors of your hell did you slam and lock them behind you. did you think, oh how beautiful, all this fire, all my sweat. luckily i left mine unlocked and kept my thoughts to myself when i opened those doors, cuz now i am able to walk out, able to heal these gaping sores.<>



worring about boy, and being an ass, about girl, and about those heart attacks that i so luckily slide past. about hurting the ones that i love because they won't understand my place. about hurting them cause they will take it to their personal space. i'm sorry but i'm not. can't you see i'm just trying to make sure i'm not being what i'm not. my road is the one to the better man, and parts of it i know like the back of my own hand. much is still new and there will always be. but i'm keeping me forever and and thats a.o.k. with me. i am the one true friend i was always looking for. but i also found it in you and you.... one day i'll fly, one day i'll be one. one day we'll all be together and our devils will not have won. they will not be in the way. i will find my way.

good day! love ~ cody