good.

things feel really good right now. the spring time always puts ideas in my head. maybe this year will be the year i follow through with some of them....any of them.

have you ever felt so on top of things that you feel like you could just reach out and grab your near future. thats the way i am feeling today.

people are trying to make me feel guiltuy for making better choices because they aren't used to it. but its not bothering me. if they are truly a friend of mine they will understand. they will see that my choices don't mean i am excluding them from my life. i am not. they are mopre than welcome to join me. but they will not. cuz its hard to go away from the crowd. i do wish i could talk and hang out with kara and claire more often though. that would be kewl in my book. claire and i are having a slumber party this thursday. it should be good.
the boy asked me over for dinner at his place on wednesday. hes cooking for me. for those of you who know me....you know i think that thats fuckin' hot! way to go boy. good.
sarah told me she misses hanging out with me. she says i spend too much time with the boy. she spends just as much time with her boy. but she justifies it becasue they hang out here at our house and we hang out at the boys. i think shes just upset because she might have to spend some nights here by herself (if stephanie doesn't come over) but she doesn't realize that at the time when i might have needed her the most i spent plenty an eve. here by myself. so.... what now. our path has reached a fork. a fork that does not have to be a bad thing at all. just a fork. and by our own nature we are going to go down seperately the rest of the path. but we'll be fine. it'll be good you'll see.

things are good. i get constant praise at work which is not something i'm used to. its weird. they think i am this miracle worker. when all i am doing is doing my job. anyway its good.

i should get off of the computer i have been on it for an hour or so. shout out to melissa, we need to sit down and come up with a plan. instead of i.m.ing our plans back and forth to eachother! love ya'.

love ~ cody