i made it!

i made it to n.c. just fine thanks to my friends melissa and mandy getting me to omaha just in time. and i mean just in time. i've just finished my training week and all of us rushed to the library to check our email. we were all going through email withdrawl. especially me who was used to having it at my finger tips....which reminds me i forgot to cancel my internet back home. shit!

so the first night i got here was really hard. i was the only person here pretty much beside the activities directors but they were busy so i just kind of wandered around trying not to feel sad about missing people. it got better once people got here but it would kick back in at night time when i would go to bed (in my own room, only me and one other person got there own rooms, how lucky am i...or should i say how lucky is the person that might of had to room with me.)

i miss a lot of people still and i think about a lot of different things because a lot of different things happened before i left for me to think about. basically just people in general. there are a few people here that remind me so much of other people that i know. its almost creepy. this one girl that i get along with really well thinks i'm crazy because i'm always pointing out a new person.

its nice to be surrounded by all new people though. really nice. it actually makes me concentrate more on the people that i love. in my own head anyway. it makes me figure things out. about them about me about us. its only been one week but so much has happened it feels like the entire summer could have been over with by now.

then on the other hand it makes me think of sunnyside where i started all of this thanks to "my #2" and it makes me miss that place. some things are so similar yet other thing aren't at all. i keep messing the 2 up in my head and gettign a little confused. i would like to work for sunnyside again especially there summer camp. i wonder if i would be aloud back though. i wonder if they would just allow me back when i get back for their last week or two. claire, i may be asking you about this after i think about it somemore.

anyway....things are good but i need to get going.

i love you all and i miss so many of you.

love ~ cody