claire and i went camping with some old friends this weekend in norht east iowa. it was a lot of fun it was nice to see our friends and nioce to just be in the same place as claire without her having to go to work or bed because of work. saturday we all went tubing down turkey river. five hours of drinking flaoting ass raping (from time to time - by the rocks when it got shallow) life threatening (my friend erin almost got sucked under a tree and they didn't know if she would have ben ale to get back out.) shivering cold (especially towrds the end) fun!! actually it really was a lot of fun. i got to take a shit in the woods. i got to be so far away from civilization that i could've swore i have never seen that many stars in the sky! not even at camp in north carolina. it was really nice. but i have had to relive or just retell my past of when i was a lost soul in iowa city so much this past week because of josh from i.c. that i was dating and his weird obsession with that time of my life, and this weekend....its just got me thinking about a lot of stuff, a lot of things, a lot of people. claire and i played a guess if you know this fact about me game on the car ride back....it was really fun. we both know quite a bit about eachothers history and self in general.
so notice i said was dating. al i have to say about that is lord all mighty can i just meet one person that feels the same way about drugs as i do that is worth dating. just one. one. thats all.
preferably without a boyfriend....and that isn't a straight boy trying to tell me that if he were gay he'd totaly go after me....while he lightly bounces his knob against my hip. "no really you're hot!"
blah blah blah.
i'm bored.
with a lot of things.
with a lot of people.
types of people mostly.
i'm not bored.
i just need to move on.
find different people.
instead of staying with the comfort
of the ones i've always known.
the types of people that is.
not any of my friends.
peace out. i'm out. all over your face all over the place!
i love you ~ cody
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