think back to a blog that i wrote back in august about me getting attentions from someone's boyfriend and him "protecting" me from ck gross and all that........
last night i went to tearin'it up tuesdays with stella and tanner and matt. when we first got there tanner asked me if i had seen my "boyfriend with a boyfriend" lately cuz thats what i jokingly called him. i realized i hadn't and that the last few times i had they left shortly after we got there. well what do you know. about one hour later in walks my boyfriend with a boyfriend without his boyfriend. he was with some girl. his name is randy by the way. well hes looking me up and down and i'm doing the same to him but we're trying to make it go mostly unnoticed until fianlly i walk over and i say hi. and we shoot some shit for a little while. he introduces me to his cousin summer which prompts me to tell them that i have a cousin summer. then i ask where his boyfriend is and the two of them answer together with, "who cares" aces, i'm in! well anyway this gross nasty anorexic (no seriously) fag that at any other gay bar is usually in just panties, walks up and starts talking to him so i tell him i'll be right over at such and such table and he should come over later. he says o.k. well gross nasty decides to verbally assisinate him and his cousin and then pulls them on to the dance floor and the entire time i am asking tanner why the hell is he dancing with him. i almost lost all respect for him but then i said fuck it, in my head, and went over to his cousin to ask why and as i am asking she says, loudly to over power what she knew i was going to say, "he wants you don't worry!" then she proceeds to tell me that he has been talking to her about me since the day he met me....back when he had a boyfriend. and all that. so she asks if he should come talk to me and i tell her ofcourse but as we are discussing this he walks up behind me and puts both of his really long arms around me, they almost wrapped around twice....no really he's 6'5"(thats hot!) and i turn to talk to him and he mouths the words, "save me." obviously from gross nasty. well we end up talking the entire eve. i get his cousin to tell me exactly what he used to say about me when he would talk about me but i will only say that it is flattering. some things were somewhat vulgar in that "damn it i have a stupid boyfriend that i shouldn't have and i'm pissed at myself for it" sort of way. but all in all he was really embarassed about it so the vulgarity was obviously in jest. i told him i was moving, i just haven't told him when yet. he also knows were i am moving. i guess we'll see. hes super cute. he's really nice. he's kind of a small town type but not stupid hick small town type. just as in hes kind and friendly. the good parts of small town. my mom kind of small town. did i mention he's 6'5"!!! HOT! i'm going to call him when i get home. we are either going to hang out tonight or tomorrow. what sucks is that i am planning on leaving monday. don't get me wrong i'm still going. i don't play that game. we'll see if it even works out that far anyway. another thing that kinda' isn't on my appealing list is that he is 21. but you know, i say fuck it. i'm going to give it a shot anyway even though my chances are slim usually anway and now even more so. i'll keep you posted.
i'll also keep you posted on my moving situation. its still a little confusing for myself right now so let me figure it out first then i can tell you details.
gotta' go.
love ~ cody
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