good morning.

i'm listening to j.lo's new track called "get right" its weird. it sounds like shes trying to have a different sound than she usually does but its still basically the same shit. it could grow on me...or someone atleast.

so i was going to buy myself some new clothes and and since my hair is growing out long enough for me to actually style it i thought i should get some sort of hair product...but whats the point, huh? the only people i see besides myself are people from work and they don't give a shit what i look like. so i figure i'll just wait til i have a something to look different for. so instead i bought $100 worth of groceries so my fat ass can expand some more....just kidding, i bought good for me stuff. theres a couple things in there that i normally don't eat but thats because i was buying them for jason since i ate his....oops.

i could not sleep last night to save my life. i saw every hour. i only slept for about 45 minutes. i had to be to work at 6am. it sucked and i am still awake, i think i hit 2nd wind. or 4th. or something. this whole work thing is starting to get to me too. my boss sucks he doesn't do a damn thing. he talks a lot, but theres no action, no follow through. so typical in this field. the only place i have felt totaly supported and the only place that actually did what they said (and this isn't just because i am in love with the place its cuz its fo'real baby)is camp for the national autism society. and not only that i actually felt appreciated for the job that i did. actually felt it from them not just told, "hey, good job doin' what you do." you know what i mean. everybody loves to feel appreciated. in life and in employment. so i think i need to get another job. one that is closer and maybe pays a little more... we'll see though. i don't really want to leave my boys.

well that is all for now, i just wanted to write a few things down. its all icy and shit and its supposed to drop about 12 inches of snow over the next 24 hours so i'm super excited. i'll probably get stuck at work and have to do the overnight and thenwork from morning until 10pm cuz noone els will be able to make it in to their shift. but hey...i'll get plenty of hours, and over time!!!

time to go eat half of the groceries that i just bought, just like i do everytime i buy groceries!

i'm really not as negative as i sound, honestly! i feel good, other than the wheather and work.

i love thee to bits ~ cody tyler