O.K.

so now its time to get back in the game.

i have been nothing short of a wasted face for what seems like two weeks straight now. and pretty much i have. it started with vacation and then just exploded from there. but vacations over, no more traveling for a while, no more visitors (thanks for coming michael) and now the weekend is over and it is spring break here and i have to work over 50 hours this week (which is really nice and its daytime hours so..) so i am officially forced back in the game. i am left incharge of the house this week too. st. patty's might be a night, and melissa might come hang out this weekend so those will be my outs if i need them this week. every other day or eve will be spent inside or something no more liver damaging then my lithium.

i got all of my shit for my o.dub. and i have to contact the jail tomorrow to set up a time to go in. yeah! this will be fun. and i have to start making payments of no less then $100 starting april 1st. i'm pretty sure i will just be getting rid of most of my next few paychecks just to get this over with right away. its going to suck, but it will be better for me to have it done and over with. i am through with my o.dub. chapter. its finally starting to pinch a little now more so then it did before cuz i have needed to travel a lot in the past 2 weeks. (thanks to all who have driven my ass somewhere - i appreciate it!) before it was just travel that wasn't a must so this past 2 weeks i have just been feeling like i payed for this mistake enough already, but in actual material form i have only just begun. if i survived my mental pay then the material pay should be a breeze. or should it be the other way around. no.

tuesday is my fathers 50th birthday, he was saying something about coming up here so we could have dinner. i have no idea what he is planning on now. plus i think him and melissa might be coming on the same weekend. oh well.

sorry i am losing any sort of focus i thought i had, i just started to feel really sick and thought i might pass out. that was weird but it passed.

so last night i went over to darrel and erik's and hung out. (i scanned some pictures of south carolina so they should be on here soon.) we met up (or chased) erik's friend around all night and then ended up at an after hours for 15 minutes until we decided food was a better choice. oh and it sure was. it hit the spot and then i hit the bed. it felt great. i slept for like 10 hours. why? becasue i could. and i haven't been getting proper sleep for a long time. i can't wait til tonight when i get to go to bed completely sober. now thats good sleep. anyway, i had a great time. it was a hilarious evening with darrel and erik's female friends. funny bitches. and they bought me breakfast, insisted actually. you know what free food does to me...

anyway, i need to get to work i have to train a new girl with one of the boys. it should be an interesting evening. i'm out.

love ~ cody