mo'bettah'

i spoke with one of my bosses this evening. its amazing how someone that you aren't that close to but have mutual respect for can make you feel so much better. she helped me to feel better about some things going on in my world these days and reassured me of a few things. then i asked when her husband was coming back... ;] just kidding. but i did ask her after the seriousness had wore off a bit. good stuff. thank you molly.

and thanks again renea for your post card. i love that you send an iowa one every time. you are right though it is nice to get snail mail. and thanks for the very kind very sweet email. and i recieved it at the perfect time. you are wonderful.

so i am going to go back to iowa for a week. now i just need to figureout where i will be on what days. and if anyone will be able to drive me to des moines or to iowa city from des moines. a friend of mine asked me what i wanted to do while i was back and there are things i want to do and things i should do and things i probably need to do. i just have to get them all settled in my head before i figure it out. obviously i want to spend time with people the most but there are a few other obligations.

so i need to change the photo on my profile cuz i'm sick of seeing it every time i sign in. maybe i'll go back to no photo at all. although there are a couple good photos i might put in from this past weekend... we'll see.

gotta' go. weird huh, its only 11:52pm here and i am ready for bed. thats kinda' new for me. good night.

love - cody tyler

p.s this red won't get out of my hed and it scares me....scares me straight to my bed. one eye to the left one eye to the right. the mess of fur in the middle. i get lost in like a forrest. dark and secluded yet mysterious and sexy. the only flaw - i don't seem to mind. so much so i don't think it red or anything near. just actually kinda'glad its there.