he likes what he does but doesn't know what hes doing.
hes likes where he is but doesn't know where hes going.
he knows what hes looking for but can't find it anywhere.
he's captain sluggish ruggish bone.
so things are good. i absolutely love my new job. i am now officially a professional playmate, not the ones for playboy the ones for children. and i love pretty much every single kid in my class or atleast love something about them. but i feel this space, this cold empty space and i'm not sure what to do with it or about it. its not as dramatic as it sounds. but it is plaguing me a bit. i miss certain people and the feelings they give me when i am around them, the way they make me feel when we are together. its like i'm searching for all these replacements when there is no way in hell these certain people can be replaced nor do i want them to be. but i guess i'm longing for a substitute for the time being. dumb i know.
i'm on my space now so feel free to check it out http://www.myspace.com/codybaba
i was hanging out with my friend tristan and erin (from chicago) and they got me all into telling me how you can find people that you haven't talked to for years and right away my friend kathi that i went to highschool with found me so....i guess they were right. thanks guys. erin is coming back this weekend for the homecoming game and i might go tailgating with her and some peeps. it'll be my first time!
anyway i'm gonna split.
love ~ cody tyler
p.s. sorry i took you to boring town this entry...
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