things.

my mother's 50th birthday party is on the 25th of march. she wants me to sing, expects me to sing, as do i expect me to sing at her party. but what i'm going to sing....yeah i have no fuckin' clue right now. on top of the fact that i haven't sang anything for - oh about 6 years or more. (other than in the shower) but i have to sing something. i want to sing something. i have some other things planned for her gift wise but the singing is what she wants. and its the thing i most want to give her. its just going to be a bit difficult since i have been a bit out of that loop for quite some time...


help.


so i decided to let some people come over after a night out the other night, just a few - maybe like 6. but i only knew about 3 of them. the result: cody is nice and invites a few people over then cody's made to feel like all people are shitty and shouldn't be trusted. i don't need to think this way about people. i don't want to feel this way about people. but because of some queermo i am no longer the owner of a$300 digital camera. and darrel is no longer the owner of a $50 bottle of cologne. and with the amount of things that we have around who knows what else might be missing that our happy asses might discover later. i'm not worried about the actual camera, its the principle of it. if i'm nice andinvite you to my house don't be a bitch and steal my shit!


uhg.


other than that i am having a great time in life right now. i still love my job. i feel happier than i've felt for a while and i believe its making me much nicer. things are good. now i just need to get my excercise back on. ;]

later.

love - cody tyler