i'm going public again.

because i can. because i've never sensored myself before but somehow you convinced me to. cause you were lying. maybe if i would have kept it public none of this would be happening. the pain inflicted apon me by the ease of your insensitivity would have never happened or maybe happened sooner. or maybe he would have read everythign i would have written and realized what YOU were doing. cause i am absolutley sure you won't tell him everything. just like you didnt tell him everyhing before and how you didn't tell me everything despite our brutal honesty pact. so easily i forget how society as a whole can't handle my brutal honesty. its been a problem for quite some time. but its all i ask out o anyone. everyone. i will give the full story soon. with actual letters and everything. he never defended me so this is my way of defending myself. good night.
love.

a tooth in the back feel just like a knife.