i stole this from my brothers blog but it is a great filler since i have been a lazy blogger...

Oh Numbers!

9 Lasts.
Last dollar spent: dollar you call it- budselect bottle and it was actually the last one in the bar!
Last beverage: well....i guess that would be a budselect.
Last movie: i watched a movie on pregnant heroine addicts at work during a group i lead.... does that count?
Last phone call: i called and left my friend mandy a messege about coming and seeing me on st. patty's.
Last song played: "If you forget me in wonderland" by madonna (its playing right now)
Last Bubble bath: probably when i lived with claire at camp last, after a summer of autism camp.
Last time you cried: probably sometime around the anniversary of josh's death around January 13th.
Last thing you ate: a granola bar (oats n honey)

8 have you evers.
Have you ever dated a best friend: yes, of course.
Have you ever skinny dipped: yes, of course.
Have you ever kissed somebody and regretted it: i have no regrest, i may have questioned it later but i don't regret.
Have you ever lost someone you loved: Yes, josh january 13th 2002. a day that changed my world.
Have you ever been dumped: duh. i mean no way! people don't dump me i only dump them. riiiiight.....
Have you ever been drunk and threw up: gross, i am from small town iowa - am i not?
Have you ever ran away: when i was like 5 i packed my gizmo lunch box (you know the metal/tin ones) and ran away. i went up to a bush just up in the alley and hid underneath it until i got bored and all my food ran out and then i went back home.

7 states you've been to.
1. hawaii when i was in the 3rd grade.
2. new york (city) my bro lives there! (along with some friends)
3. north carolina.... my love.... i work for the autism society of....
4. nebraska...eww, my cousin lived there so i lived there for like a summer....uhh...shhh....
5. south carolina my friend michael paid for me to go visit him and my friend missy for her b.day. then again for his graduation from college. miss you michael and missy!
6. california. i visited my friend jason and realized i would be so torn between spritual and material that i can't live there anytime soon.
7. there are about 20 states i've been in just cuz of their airports....does that count?

6 things you've done today (in no particular order).
1. took a shower
2. took $20 worth of bottles and cans back.
3. went to work
4. admitted an addict.
5. "droped" about 13 urinary analsis's....
6. went to a shitty gay bar to meet up with my roommate - who i love!

5 of your favorite things in no order.
1. living
2. music/madonna
3. my closest friends / mom (who is one of my closest friends)
4. food
5. a form of jewish mysticsm (that i will not name cuz of a certain stigma)....in that order.

4 people you can tell [almost] anything to in no order.
1. Claire
2. Darrel
3. Rosa/Anna (sorry guys you tie)
4. Moma Deb

3 Things that make you smile.
1. Music
2. My Friends
3. Phone Conversations with Moma Deb

2 Things you want to do before you die.
1. Be a great human being.
2. Be known for making a difference / being passionate in something i believe in. And realizing the greater good in everyone.

1 thing you cannot live without
1. Laughter - Amen, Chad!

sorry 'bout my lazy blog.
good night!

love ~ cody tyler