Remember this...

from our gmail chats.

before the break up to t.

Tooth: yeah. i know. okay, well, that's that. i'm still making t.
sad (and psychotic), you sad, and possibly d. in a couple of weeks
and i REALLY like d.

me: d. well thats just a given she likes you anyway and its not
like shes gonna lose a job
nothing will get worse for her
and with me and t....

Tooth: but i don't want d. to feel badly about herself, or to resent me

me: get rid of me and that will solve both of those preoblems two
birds with one big flabby stone
she wont
shes a strong woman



Tooth: i can't get rid of you



me: why not
im causing problems
apparently



Tooth: because it would weigh on my conscience, and because then I
would be making myself sad

* and this...

Tooth: i was waiting for you to finish
i was just wondering because of the text from before where you said
that you break up with people and its like they don't give a shit
as for t....time and medication will tell

me: yes its true that is how i feel



Tooth: i know that it's probably not much consolation, but if you
were my bf and you broke up w/ me, i'd be pretty sad



me: yeah how is that supposed to mean all when it is coming
from someone who is in a relationship not with me..... not trying to
be mean.

Tooth: i know, i'm sorry. i'm just saying that i think you're a
great person and anyone who isn't sad if you break up with them is a
fool

me: well usually they arent sad cuz they hardly felt anything
in te beginning or they cheated on me so they dont really care
josh isnt responding to my texts



Tooth: well, i guess i just don't understand how people can
know you and get involved with you and never feel anything for you



and you wonder why i think you have deceived me....

what about the, "how do i get over you" and "i'd love you even if you were fat and in a wheel chaire or a burn victim." "i can see us old together." and "i would love it if you were singing to me on my death bed." oh yeah and remmeber the talk of living together you wanted to do it right away....


does t. know these things you've said to me. cuz that might be kind of important if you are wanting to be back with him. he might like to know just how strongly you felt "at the time" or atleast what you lied to me about.

~ me.

i thought if nothing else we were great friends. the damage is done, why is it fare that you get to get rid of one of the problems you created and only "deal" with the other?