everything around me near and far seems to be crumbling. many many things all over. and for once despite tooth and his bullshit i feel like the last one standing for once. its really strange.
i hung out with an ex that i haven't seen for 6 years. he happened to be in town doing trainings for his job in kc so we met up. it went much better than i thought. we actually got a long really well. not that we talked of any of our past in detail but i think we understood each other. and both of us are doing very well.
its good to be able to talk to exes. i've never been one that liked not speaking to someone that meant so much to me at a certain point in my life. i talk to all of them except the first one here, but i even sent him a congrats on getting into unc message yesterday.
i don't know whats going to come of tooth. he continues to hurt me every day. i've received more of an apology and more concern for my well being from "t." and thats not how it should be. "not that i don't appreciate." yesterday i had a couple rough hours and oddly enough the ex ended up making me feel better. although he didn't know it. i guess cuz righting things with him has seniority over tooth.
i gotta go.
love ~ me.
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